Marlon lost ideas 😭 #lacy #marlon #monna #christmas @Marlon @Lacy | present

i really did ruin it. there’s no “we both messed up” or excuses i can hide behind it was me. i made choices i knew were wrong and still went through with them, and i ended up hurting the one person who loved me in the purest way. they trusted me without hesitation, and i threw that away like i didn’t realize how rare that kind of love is. now i sit with the consequences, and yeah, it hurts, but it should. this is the part i earned. some days it hits harder than others. little things remind me of